21 before I'm 21

So yes, I already am 21. But I feel like there is a hell lot more that I need to do, to say, to experience, to feel before I can finally claim that I am 21.

I always say that I am prematurely growing old and up -- faster than the supposed, one step before everyone else -- and it is not at all a good thing. I still don't know what I want and often times I find myself asking, "WTF am I doing here?" More often than not, I regret that I didn't leave as soon as I could, or that I didn't say what I should have. Whut, where did that come from?

Anyway, as if I don't have enough pressures on myself already, here are some stuff that I believe I should do, say, experience, and/or feel first before I can finally say that I am 21.

1. Drive.
2. Fly alone.
3. Read a classic.
4. Attend a concert of a local artist.
5. Fall so passionately in love with something.
6. Volunteer, for real.
7. Read the Philippine Constitution.
8. Wear a bikini to the beach.
9. Watch a movie in black and white.
10. Be inspired by a talk.
11. Engage in a sport.
12. Change hair color.
13. Cut hair short or have it permed.
14. Wear heels during the day.
15. Buy a gadget.
16. Find a "creative" hobby.
17. Craft.
18. Cook.
19. Reread and put to heart the Magna Carta of Women.
20. Get a tat.
21. Get so furiously mad.

Expect that this list will change. Or not. And be forgotten. Like last night's thoughts and wants.